[原创]其中滋味，记我的另类五年史

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0pt;? 0cm="0cm" 0cm?><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?></font></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? 2.0;? mso-char-indent-count: 21pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt;><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>02</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年的暑假结束时</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>邻居发现了我鼻梁变成了红色</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>当时也没在意</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>后来课间的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>一同学问我鼻梁怎么变成白色了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我跑到医务室去</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那医生跟我说是白癜风</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>当时听了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>也没怎么当回事</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>后来她说了好多后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我才觉得可能真的很麻烦</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>回家后告诉母亲</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲很着急</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但为了安慰母亲</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我自己表示没什么</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>当时也没怎么治疗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>03</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年春天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>从鼻梁发展到左脸部了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>当时去市医院</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>医生给开了一种针剂</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>调节免疫的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>每周注射两次</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>医务室的医生人很好</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>主动跟我说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>去她那打针不收钱</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>至今我仍感激她的善良</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于每周都要注射两次</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>虽然左右肩膀换着打</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但后来两只胳膊的注射部位的肌肉还是有些僵化</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>这我不太清楚</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>隐约记得当时打针的医生这么说的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>),</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>每次一打针</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>都会出血</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>连那医生都有些不忍</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于一盒药剂只能用两周</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>一个月就得</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>260.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那时</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>加上我的生活费</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>每月差不多要</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>600.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>对家在农村而言</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>已经是很大的负担了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>最重要的是</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲的心里压力很大</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>在</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>03</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年夏天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我到了南充市去治疗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那次一下子就花了近</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>1300,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>效果甚微</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于外用药使皮肤过敏</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>皮一块一块的脱落</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>每次母亲给我搽药的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>都会心疼得掉眼泪</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于长时间没效果</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我的脾气有些暴躁了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>有时候还对母亲发脾气</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>现在想来</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>真的好后悔</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>其实</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>看着我难受</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲比谁都着急</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>有一次搽药的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲无意间说起</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>要是能换</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我宁愿长在我来年上</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>”.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我听了眼睛一下子就湿了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>到了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>03</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年下半年上学后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲带我到了一位中医那里</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那医生开了许多味中药</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>其中一味药引</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>是每个月底放假回家的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲带我到河边去挖的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>得感谢我吃饭的那个饭店的老板帮我煎了近八个月的药</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>直到高考结束</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲已患重病</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但她为了不让我担心</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>一直不让我知道</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>知道她生命的尽头</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那段时间</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我很懊悔和自责</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>怪自己的粗心大意和不孝</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲有一次曾问我</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>如果她不在了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我将怎么办</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我说我会好好的活着</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>不会让她失望</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>等我考试结束后回家的饿时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>母亲已经不能言语了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但看到我</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>她无神的眼睛又亮了起来</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>手动了一下又无力的垂下去</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>守侯了母亲两天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但最终母亲还是带着遗憾远远的去了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我知道</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>她有三个愿望</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>一是希望我早日康复</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>;</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>二是我能顺利考上大学</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>;</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>三</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>是能看到我成家</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>04</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年高考后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我顺利被南京的一所高校录取</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>也算给母亲一个告慰</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那时不知道南京这边有医治这病的医院</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>直到</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>05</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>年上年</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>才听我一师兄说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>可以到南京皮肤病研究所去看看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>当时去的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>没去看专家门诊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>就随便挂了一号</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>那医生很年轻</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>确诊了一下</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>基本是废话</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>早就知道了的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>),</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>开了一些药</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>主要的白蚀丸和外用药</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>记得是德国进口的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>较贵</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>),</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>然后就把我扔外科手术门诊了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我当然没脾气的去了外科</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>几个医师给量了一下面积</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>再问了一下最近有没继续扩展</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我说没有</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>他们就说可以做手术</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但手术费较贵</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>要</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>6000</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>左右</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>不计住院费</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>).</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于我靠父亲艺人独自供我上学已很是不易</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>就说考虑一下后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>就走了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>之后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>很长一段时间都停止了治疗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>去年寒假回家给母亲上坟的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>想起母亲的遗愿</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>决定回南京后还是再是试试看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>而且我还有一年多就将毕业了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>由于今年开学晚</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>三月初</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我才又去了皮研所</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>这次学乖了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>先找了一下相关信息</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>找到了三位专家</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我选的是夏隆庆夏老师</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>主要是他的坐诊时间跟我上课时间不冲突</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>也许是运气</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>第一次挂号很顺利</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>以后几次都排了很长很长的队</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>有一次没挂上</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>后来预约的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>).</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>感觉夏老师是位和正直</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>严谨的医师</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>他了解我是学生后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>每次开药时都会考虑一下价格</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>渐渐熟了后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我曾开玩笑的说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>夏老师</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>他同时还带研究生</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>厚黑一下</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>攀攀关系</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>),</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>您给我开的药还没您的挂号费贵呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>不拿外用药时</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>).”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>他就笑笑</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>学生不容易</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>近四个月治疗后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>有些效果</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>虽不是特别明显</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但我还是决定在他那里继续治疗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" 0cm="0cm" 0cm? TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 21.75pt;?><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>以前我曾自卑过</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>放弃过</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>但现在我还是有信心</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>笑对每一天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>觉得笑的难看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>就在心里笑了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>).</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>我知道</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>也许</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>在拐过某个弯后</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times new=" New? Roman&quot;;? new="New" &quot;Times mso-hansi-font-family: Roman&quot;;>就好了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times new=" Roman? New?>.</font></span></p>

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liuchun8023

<p>呵呵，我得病之后也是在皮研所看的。</p><p>后来还在那做了皮肤移植，是个主任帮我做的，现在恢复的效果不错，已经看不出来了呢。</p><p>不过，皮研所的医生们也说现在没有特效药，一切都在摸索状态。</p><p>虽然失望，但也感谢这些医生的直言。</p>

何夕

<p>这病确实比较麻烦。我5月份去的时候，听我的治疗医师说，他们和南医大合作出了一种新药，现在正在试用期，据说，效果还可以，但不给我用。</p><p>你做皮植多久了？</p>

liuchun8023

<p>2-3年了</p><p>已经过了复发期了哦</p>

紫悠澜儿

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<p>套用句台词</p>
<p>只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了</p>